I cant take it, i’m so fat, i cant take it. I cant do any of this anymore. I cant take the looks on all my friends faces when i make up another pathetic excuse for not being able to go out to dinner with them, or when i do go out with them and making up an even more pathetic excuse for why i’m just having a tap water. I cant take the look on my parents faces when i have to use the bathroom to ‘shower’ after every meal, but most of all i cant take the reflection hideous beast i see staring back at me. I dont look any different. none of this has been worth it. i dont deserve to do this to any of them. i dont deserve to be here. im such a failure, i just want to be invisible and shrink away and die, but i cant even manage that.
someone please be my buddy ahah!
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have you ever sat in class and listened to the conversations around you and realize that you are the smartest person in the room
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